i was 18 when i first met this guy, he was sweet, gentle and very pure. he knew he was my first and vice versa. therefore at one point, i decided to make my conclusion about him and i constantly prayed if he’s the one. i started to see clues and directions on why i should not be with this boy. i did not stop loving him though, i just cant make myself do what he expects me to do. i started to love myself more and more. i was scared that no one’s going to love me other than him but i was wrong. i found myself more at peace without having him around. the decision was in my hand. i need to let him go so that he will be more happy with another girl. i cant give him what he wants but my heart says no! he loves u as u are. i was contemplating but i had to let him go. hi khaufi, if u read this im sorry for everything, it was all my fault and i admit it. i hope u can be happy with the person u love and cherish u wherever u are :).